Defeated

Do you know this feeling?
A hole in your heart..
You don’t know how to fix it
Not a clue where to start..

Do you know this feeling?
A hollow feeling in your soul
Something gnawing at it daily
As if it has a goal..

Do you know this feeling?
A feeling that you’re odd
You realize you’re not wanted
Or like a pea without its pod

Do you know this feeling?
When your mind just won’t shut up
You wish to God for peace and calm
Frustration fills your cup..

Do you know this feeling?
You wish you’d stop existing
A wish that could be granted..
Would they even note you’re missing?